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Today I found the receipt for the blouse that we bought together... With date and time back in May... My birthday... reminding me with an empty pit in my stomach about the hours we had together...

...When someone is not from here and is for a short time in your life, you want to do absolutely everything except loving him.... You try for a short time to share and show everything that excites you, the places that you like, the books that impress you, the movies that you rate over the middle, the corners of your soul in which you place Him with the hope that he will stay there when all finish...

...When you want to put borders between Today and Tomorrow in order to isolate and secure the Tomorrow from the things that happen Today, you use all the possible means you can think of. Because you want to take everything from this moment, without paying for it later... You want not to close your eyes and the sleep becomes unnecessary. You want to hug without remembering after, if possible... Only that the arms sometimes do not forget so easily... You want to run, but you want to stay too...

LONG DISTANCES ARE FOR RUNNING, NOT FOR LOVING.

Well, it's only that I failed in long-distance running, but I have an excellent mark on loving... YOU.

Sometimes you just turn out to be on the wrong exam.